Burn up in your atmosphere

I'm so excited for Christmas to come :) The ever faithful nostalgia, joy, peace, love that envelopes everyone :) YAY. I really can't wait for Christmas. I love seeing that decorations coming up bit by bit everyday. The light ups are all starting. The Christmas music is starting to play everywhere. And Christmas is going to nice and special. People will be home for Christmas (I'll be home for Christmas finally means something), people will be commissioned by Christmas :D HAHA. And everyone would not be working, people would be in church, at home, in the comfort of loving company. Hugs, kisses and presents :) CHRISTMAS IS COMING :)

Thank you to all my happy people who made my birthday a blessed and happy one :)
Thank you happy people :)
I got really awesome presents this year, particularly from one particular happy person :) 
Although my birthday didn't exactly get off to a great start, it ended really wonderfully. 

I had the most amazing dinner at one of the most amazing restaurants. Mmmmm... yummy food.
I had the most amazing time with the most amazing person  :)
I had wonderful birthday wishes from all my wonderfuls. 
I had great sms support haha.
I had the most interesting birthday surprise from the greatest girlfriends around. 
(Borah sees me, goes: Oh, hi. Niece! It's not april! Niece: AHHHH!! Oh no oh no oh no...) HAHAHA. Thanks anyway, I had lovely food, and just glad I got to see you guys :))

So thank you to all who made my birthday everything bit that it is. 
I feel blessed indeed :) 

The greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return. 

Mamma mia, here I go again. My, my, how could I ever let you go. Mamma mia, does it show again. My, my, just how much I miss you. You are the dancing queen, young and sweet, only seventeennnnn.. you can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life..ooohoooo see that girl, watch the scene, digging the dancing queen! 

I officially make starring in an ABBA musical one of those things I would like to do before I die. Even if I've to lip-sync. I feel like dancing around, jumping around. It's such a feel good movieeeee.

AND COLIN FIRTH IS SO CUTE OMG. HAHAHAHAHA.

HAHA what can i say, 3 days! or 2. depending on how optimistic I feel :) WONDERFUL.

Hmm, I have concluded that shopping is a source of EVIL temptation. IT IS EVIL. SO MUCH FOR MY PLAN TO ABSTAIN! I shopped again :( Nooo, so utterly disappointed in myself. Haha. But anyhow, whatever, I'm doing whatever I can to make up for the empty space till Friday. TOO BAD BANK ACCOUNT :)


Try to make sense of this, it's so hilarious. It's on some notebook, and it's NOT meant to be a joke.
It says - Sharing time with you is most pleasant
                                                            WITHOUT YOU
Something like that. HAHA. I'm like huh? Thanks borah and april, for the wonderful gift. If you were too busy looking at the picture and enjoying the wonderful message on the front, you might have missed out the part where it says - Good friends bring sunshine into your life :)

So well, talk about occupying yourself. I've got things lined up till Friday! HAHA. And every point beyond Friday is beyond my imagination at the moment. Laksa, Sociology, Redoubled, Conference, Lit, RP, Dinner!, Penang Laksa, and crash through walls and rocket through roofs :)

In today's newspaper someone said - If people can't even clear their own plates after eating, how can we trust them to defend the nation.

I'm sorry when I read this I was like HUH? Firstly, I don't think there's a connection between the two, AT. ALL. Doesn't mean someone is too lazy or just doesn't see the point in cleaning up after themselves means that they do not love Singapore or that they can't be trusted with defending the nation. I'm sorry, I just think that that line is ridiculous. And since when has Singaporeans been obligated to clear their own plates. I mean I do, actually I'm not sure if I do it outside, it's not something I'm even aware of, but I know I do it in school. But I just don't know, SINCE WHEN has the pressure been on us to clear our plates. It's such a small thing, really. I really think there's no big deal. Like someone mentioned before, the cleaning people are there, it is their job. So what are they supposed to do if this wonderfully ____ campaign turns out wonderfully well. Honestly, now that I have much more knowledge (USEFUL KNOWLEDGE! cause now I'm an arts student *dances around*) I seriously think that perhaps Singapore is what sociology would call "a society of saints" -_- It's like, these are really minor MINOR things, and suddenly it has become as if it's a CRIME, ok not really, but I think so much focus or discussion on this is unnecessary. AND drawing up a connection between clearing plates & defending the nation is just INAPT (HAHA) and i'm sorry, ridiculous.

Goodness.
ONE WEEK EXACTLY ONE WEEK!

Anything to stop clock watching

Well, I'd be lying if I said I'm not actually counting down the days. But I must say that I'm getting better :) The separation anxiety (HAHA) is going away.. and I'm learning to make myself happy. Although. There could possibly be other reasons for my greatly improved mood. 1. Hormones. 2. Next friday's COMING! And either way when I think about it, I'm not too sure whether I really have reason to be proud of myself. Because pride would only come in the form of conquering those horrigible hormones and moodswings. So, HAVE I? I don't know. Pfft to you.

Anyway, I must say it's only about one more week to go! AND LIKE OMG, I CAN'T WAIT.

I have decided that my favourite singer, whose song is my blog title, is a jerk :( How uninspiring.
I went to watch some random youtube videos of him (big mistake) and now I think he's a jerk.
You know how that feels right.. when your idea of ideal crashes to the floor. And becomes just like everyone else.
Pfft, you're shallow?! HOW COULD YOU! HAHA. GO WATCH HIS VIDEOS IF YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT.

SO last Sunday I learnt how to cook! It's an extremely exciting activity :) It's actually quite fun like seriously, and theurapeutic. Honestly, I think everyone should learn how to cook :) And my mummy's a great cook so I could only learn from the best heh. I'm going to cook for you! muahaha. Promise I won't poison you. Err, haha. Who says taitais can't cook, I think the more knowledge we have, the more powerful we are, and that will only elevate our taitai status. Notice I'm using the word "OUR". Come on niece :) We must set up our store and have those coffees and knit (not too sure about this one) and you can babysit. HAHA.

Okay, I'm rambling. Point is, after 11 days, I can safely say that I'm finally getting better :)
But please, still, hurry up.

Thankful because I have so great friends, family and God to keep me sane through all the horrigible (HAHA) things I do to myself.

So it's the 4th of October. And I'm hating every second of it, every second of this painful trudge.

:(

Anyhow, I just had a lot of fun playing around with Picasa. I now have a wonderful collage as my desktop background.
And I played around with some nice photos of my sister and Martin. I guess I find myself with a lot of time now. Not that I'm done with studying but it still is a lot of idle time... And I guess I'm just feeling a little jittery. The jitters sometimes translates into anger, stress, or plain unhappiness. ERRRR, no it's not good! I know it's not good! But I'm trying okay.

It's called separation anxiety. HAHA.
Separation anxiety - A psychological condition where a person suffers from excessive anxiety due to separation from home or from people to whom they have strong emotional attachment to. (Wikipedia)

OH NO. HAHAHA I was looking at the symptoms of separation anxiety and OH NOOO HAHAHAHA. I think I just might have separation anxiety. Okay, see, I know I have been overly-indulgent with this whole thing. So Clarice, snap out of it.

YOU. need to stop being such a slime. Can't describe you any other way, SLIME. You are walking slime. You carry your slime everywhere you go, and somehow we have unfortunately been unable to get out of the way of your slime. Green-yellow slime. For a dirty, slimy, swarmy, disgusting piece of filth. (That's you) And I don't even know you, what an impression you've made.

YOU. need to stop being such an insensitive prick.

Today could possibly spot the jerkass day.

AND the biggest jerk of all would be... MY PHONE. (or the reception, or the typhoon, or whatever!)
BUT PLEASE SEND MY MESSAGES OVER FOR GOODNESS' SAKE :(
It's already pretty saddening as it is, it's making more unnecessarily dramatic with all the missed communications. SO SO pissifying.
SO SO ANNOYING! They told me - I assure you that we definitely send your message over, but whether or not Taiwan sends it to him is not within our control. URGH :( So what do I do right? Sit and wait! Oh you lousy, evil circumstance. You're cruel.

What happens when you realise you're lost. What happens when you realise you have built so many parts of yourself up against this one. What happens when you realise you ain't got no feet left. Just red,

What happens? BANG. You're dead.

I can hear the F1 car sounds from here! HAHA, it does sound pretty heart-pounding. Just hearing it faintly, I can imagine how exciting it must be to SEE it live. MUST be quite exhilarating. Like VRRRRMMMMMMMM!!!!! I quite like the sound :D 

Grey's has started.. I'm trying to restrain myself from just CLICKING on that one link that can ruin the rest of my study plan. HAHA. CANNOT. Okay, i shall wait. Then reward myself when all this is over. Yes. CONTROL.

YES.
So WHAT HAPPENS.

WHY CAN'T WE. I HATE STUDYING.
I HATE STUDYING. I HATE STUDYING. 

I honestly don't CARE about what you're telling me. I don't see the point.

See, why can't education be structured in a more conducive way. Like, let us SEE the applications to our own LIVES before feeding us with all these useless, dry facts. (Okay I've to admit that sometimes it's necessary...) But hell, I HATE IT. I DON'T SEE A POINT. 

You see, THIS is what happens when you actually study.


I think everyone needs a McDreamy. Someone to piss you off, tear you down, put you together again, but in the gruelling process of it all, you KNOW that he's still your McDreamy. And getting pissed off is all part of the McDreamy experience, cause McDreamy comes back and yanks you by the collar telling you TOO BAD FOR YOU he ain't going nowhere. Meredith seems to enjoy it. Meredith, dark and twisty. GREY'S IS NOT MELODRAMATIC. WATCH IT then you tell me what you think.

AHHHH DAMN YOU THICK STACK OF PAPER.
study time.

Hello :)
I decided to play around with livejournal again.
Got bored with studying.

Anyway, since blogger didn't let me post this up for some reason, I'm going to do it here.

In Your Atmosphere (watch it, you know you have to) - John Mayer


3days to 3weeks.
3weeks to 7weeks.
Weeks, and weeks on.
Hey, it's been a long time :)